Today I am 44 years old. I would love to say that 44 is the new 34 but I fear I have neither the fame nor wealth to make that staement true. So 44 is simply what it is. I feel the same. I look the same....I suppose I thought there would be an enlightening moment when all things would be made crystal clear. But nothing of sort. I get to continue on like many others. And that's pretty cool when you think about it!